im missing you girl im hoping

im missing you girl im hoping you missing me too listen to the world something i can not do. searches in my heart only finding nonsense how i feel not all their since you left now im all alone i feeling stupid checking out my phone alot of hoes looking at me to hold and im tripping out cause i ain't really got a home. I ain't got a hold of myself worried about everything your voice inside my head i want it out. but i let it ring a reminder, i need money over everything i pray to god. but afraid. I ain't worth it to him listening. or maybe it reserved and he giving me clues on what i need to do. but when it comes you i get so confused. i just want hold you close to like mother mary holding Jesus in a rosary looking in the mirror who the fuck im suppose to be? their was nothing like you and the way you made me feel you use fill