My first ever published track Lyrics I been down for so long at the bottom of the barrel I been down for so long I am starin down the barrel Can’t keep no one happy so I’m feelin pretty terrible When I speak write it down cuz I’m talkin out in parables Careful knife is dull I will sharpen on your skull Careful stomachs full I been feeding on your soul I am in your china shop and I am the fuckin bull You’ll be sleepin under bridges like a fuckin troll Just leave me alone I don’t wanna know As far as shit go I’m keeping it cold You favorin me I’m keepin it bold Odds stack against me This shit getting old Sell me your soul Fuck it I’m sold You run against me I’m busting down doors I’m leveling up Got infinite floors I am so high Lead smokin my foes Sell so many drugs I’m bankrupting stores This rap shit is easy Ain’t nun to it So many have had it And then fuckin blew it Speak against me You won’t live to rue it Check mark in the box Cuz fuck it just do it I use drugs to cope with all my problems My demons have all turned into goblins My whole family is self-righteous They say they see but truly are most sightless All of my life’s achievements have now been replaced with depression All my life I’ve had good intentions I’ve put others’ happiness before my own Through my pain and suffering I’ve grown I fight through the day though I’m alone I been down for so long at the bottom of the barrel I been down for so long I am starin down the barrel Can’t keep no one happy so I’m feelin pretty terrible When I speak write it down cuz I’m talkin out in parables