set it off

im playing for keeps cuz i got a lot to lose im fuxked up in the game no matter what the fuck I choose im beatin and bruised im lost and confused i was living my life on the fast track lookin at my life and all the things i lack im hoping and praying im wishing on a Star how in the world did i ever make this far my life came crashing down im talkin twin towers now im losing time mins by mins hours by hours stay out the kitchen if ya cant stand the heat im more observint now so i see more then i speak zipping up bags im talking cases closed made so many wrong turns that left me at dead end roads pipe down before i have me some fun is fucked up im use to living my life on the run thats one thing i learnt living a insane life people will stab u in the back with ur own fuckin knife now ya kno ya shouldn't have jumped off the poorch straight into to the deep end now take a sec while that really starts to sinks in as i recall aint it big bank take small bank but ur a Small ll fish swimming in a shark tank its to late to turn back now ur ships set sail and its starting to sink this is me and i am who i am so if ya dont give a fuck i dont give a damn bullshit got me fed up my patience is thin fuck around and ill commit unforgivable sin u should have paid attention did i forget to mention so many lessons to teach maybe u should practice what u preach stop living off society like a blood sucking leech the sky is the limit nothings outta my reach fuck fake friends so imma keep it real but dont get it twisted fuck how u feel hustling everyday im never a no show out here in the streets rain sleet or snow im self taught yeah its all that i kno im bossed up so im trained to go I got my own problems is this making sense muder she wrote cuz i dont do attempts i gotta pay the price no matter what it cost i gotta make it now after all that ive lost im back in this motherfucker ready to set it off