Losing your true self

Losing your true self and purpose is when you envy the ones they call you a friend. When you eargerly want to fit their shoes in almost every aspect of life. When you are jealous, over the little improvements they make every single day. When you try to compete in terms of finance and their extra ordinary abilities expecting to match their qualities. When you pretend to be so nice and truthful, yet in actual reality,deceit works best for you to win their trust. When your mind is fixed to "why always them and not me?" When 90% of your thoughts is roaming at negative past! When you glee over unfortunate failures and mistakes they make. When you prove not supportive at the moment of need. When hate is a daily guest to your heart ! When cowardice characteristics takes the better of you! When you rarely think of something to bring happiness in your circle ****** Wake up oh,sleepy soul..! So so ,silent like a night owl, Conscious part of you is just like food on bowl, Righteous heart acquires prospective goal, Wicked spirit swallows your important soul, Envious gesture is an ugly spell to thee precious gift of life, Obtain good spirit just like man fending for his wife, Feed your soul with the soothing music of joy and happiness, See value in simple small steps the nature gives.., Push away negative vibration with utmost strength to manage the livelihood of new age! Live it real with the one and only Solesoul Rafin Pj .