Trash Rap Freestyle

it's been a while since I've been good don't care I'm misunderstood don't care I'm not what I should went from the burbs to the hood yes I went to college then i got a job and lost it i got this degree and an empty wallet memories of good old days have faded into a space thats labeled next to replace I chase highs I haven't obtained for a decade thinkin that I might someday be back in the same place like I wouldn't make the same mistakes I got 99 ways to make my mind pump the brakes homeys went away working for the state and shit I still isolate complicate homeostasis getting aid from the state stay ¹ convinced no-one relate with the things that I have been through and the reasons I've been away which really don't make sense unless you hated yourself despite gettin praised it's like how do I face myself when I've chosen to make sacrifices and change because I believe in my dream everyone thinking I've gone insane when I tell em I the rap game spending my time away just practicing and working job after job that's so unfulfilling till I get fired cuz I keep showing up late and never communicate wage garnishments got me making hardly shit can't afford parsley let alone a pack of parliments I try to rap on these apps but when you aint trap and your lyrics aint trash nobody really has the time to listen to that doing all this and still nothing to show its getting harder and harder to fuckin keep going bro see I'm starting to think that this whole shjt is rigged the game is so fake and rappers actors thats it it ain't about what you spit or the message you give it's about pickin a gimmick to trick attention deficit eyes to follow your page not for the shut that you say but that you playin the game the way they want you to play so I guess it's congratulate on gettin 1000 plays 3 words in to what you say I obtain a migraine thanks for the lesson in what not to make o wait, you got featured, maybe i had it on a bad speaker, no you just a tweaker on a tweaker, ima truth seeker, forbidden knowledge keeper deep thinker mastermind tinker with these bars you sound like you got Sars but that's on par for an Interview on rapfame TV how you ginna have an app with a built in studio for people to rap and then tell em their recording quality is crap, ya need some consistency In the judging of tracks, and the more likes you get from. judges the more your shit gets nudges to listeners om I'll stop, I'm at work on the clock I just had to pop off like a snapple top cuz everything I check out the featured section I domt hear what i ought be instead I just dream about getting a lobotomy peace sedatives and stimulants thanks to the stimulus