so i guess now its just the way they find out see im laying down what I definitely know now no guessing of what it is now so much of myself goes into all this so called hell of hard work please Lord in helping me achieve them great goals im out everyday trying to meet maybe its already quitting time, but NO, deep inside this person's soul tells me theirs way more I have no hate in me for anything ive giving all of me to my heavenly Father please forgive me for thy sins i just hope there's not too many then it may be to late to save myself ohhh Lord ohhh Lord ohh Lord please help me help me, amen