when I grow up

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I'm playing Russian roulette with my heart for you I don't want nothing from my past it's too late apologies are overdue I always regret and forget myself it's you always choose it's hard to find my kind it's rare that I even give anybody my time the only time I stay down is when I put my feet on the ground we can't relive the past if you want smoke you can get this gas if you need help here's a match with this fire I hope my anxiety and depression melt sit back and relax enjoy the ride don't forget the buckle up your seatbelt when I rhyme my words can be lethal your sophisticated rat call you Siegel the personality is ugly as f*** looking like smeagol to find what's precious how far will you go lol I don't tolerate nonsense but if I did I do it well oh my bad did you want to be friends gc willikers the world is in the last of it's days I don't know if I'm going through midlife crisis or if this is just a phase I just want to cuddle up and hold somebody close someone I won't be ashamed to call babe I want to find my peace within it's so hard when all you know is violence and chaos and a life of sin when you live in a world that's fake how can you tell what's real I'm not going to stop grinding till I see my first mill can't let no one disrupt my peace if you do crossfire on the game kill Bill if I ever said I love you you already know the deal my heart is like a rare uncut diamond see how long anyone sticks around I'm still timing he said he want to kill me why ain't I dead yet love the way he look up at me after he give me head yeah only rock with Polo silk sheets on my bed yeah I keep my body on fleet please believe once you love me I'm hard to leave pull up and I'm causing a scene run up and I'm making you scream on the roof with the gator triple beam wipe out your whole team nothing is as it seems see how my diamonds glistening and gleam on a rare occasion you can catch me at the back door sipping on lean I'm a real woman I know how to cook and keep it clean I mean what I say and I say what I mean yeah I go to the clicket but I always redeem I got the plug on everything anything you need I keep my poker face tight read them and weep like a street sweeper garbage I sweep flawless is the look I keep if you scared then you got to beat feet if your dork imma get bored please believe I'm not keeping score I'm not the girl next door I'm a money machine only color I like is green I don't care to be heard but I like being seen if I'm broke I'm going to hit a lick if I got drugs I get it's from under the bridge this is my life my ghetto this is how I live I'm doing the same s*** I was doing since I was a kid I didn't want to grow up I didn't want to get big I just wanted a brick I wanted to see stars on my wrist I wanted to be VIP on a list the girl everybody wants but no one's kissed my life ain't no movie it is what it is

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Queen Savage

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2 years ago