I Fell Off...

I Fell Off... "And i fell off But how do i repel these failed thoughts, Someone help me plz, now that i forgot... How did i fall off... Ya, I fell off..." I fell off, Tried hanging on and worked my tail off. But i trailed off, From the path i was on and each failed thought. That only brought. More reasons i had before id finally stop. More reasons i had before i finally forgot... I gave in to the rot. And each decay caught, from the sudden drop in self value due to relaying mock... Sent my way as i stood helpless in the slot. Looking straight caught, Looking to gain something more then wat i first sought. Something greater that could hav been caught. But found only more of the burdened down trought. That the woirried and more worn down fought. Against but failed and found only the cost. Of gaining nothing in that moment but all loss... A fumble or a toss, A win or a lost A sudden criss cross, Applesauce, Or A miche muasche, marde gre... A fixed boss, Structered, And sought off, A sawed off, Spluttered once, Fired off, Raw haul, Of clustered up, Pucker balls. Sad calls, By sucker punched, Butter balls. Dr. Know it alls, Wishing they could ever come to know it all. But still only know, no fall, And unable to pick themselves back up overall... Big or small, Imma go all in until i break the 4th wall. And then go even further as i keep on rising but never fall. Never crawl, Sometimes ball, Always making all the calls. But only once uve earned that right all in all... Never stall, Never start a brawl, But if u do, square up and set out to never miss the call. And if ever missed at all. Could i excite or impress overall, The appressed overall, Set over haul, Of expressed hate evolved. Into an appressed state of panic all in all. A risk over all, Of friction evolved, Into more of risks being over hauled. With the risk involved, Is more then wat its worth just being involved... As I'm looking into the great blue sky, I'm gonna need more evidence, And that's evident. In this present spent, irrelevant, timing where we jump to conclusions before any evidence is relevant. I'm sorta spent. Feeling bent, Overspent, To a more evident, Long extent, in the more revelent, prelevent, Eloquent, missed events. Where risks meets in the middle with far less sense... Capsized. By the cruiser sized, Willful pride. Baptized, Readviced. Ill adviced, By falser lies. Realized, Im realigned, Doing fine. Passing time. Lacking crime. Bound to shine. Seeing more of the worth this time. As i continue making this climb. Ill remind, Over time, Of that worth and find, Even more in time... Working through the struggle steady. Never stopping, staying ready. Never crossing, less im ready, Stresses stopping, got too heavy. Instead of stopping, i press on steady. Rest in peace, or press on heavy...