Fuck it Let’s be real I resent the way that I feel I wish I was better I’m writing a letter I feel like I’m silent I’m dying inside but Fuck it Now I just have to forget her But always know I will never regret her No matter what the cost is I count my losses, I’ve paid my bosses I’ve got fucked over an nobody cared That’s why my hearts so cold I’m scared Every time I go thru it, yeah Now that I’m following God, I’m spared Doesn’t mean that I’m a perfect person It just makes me think that life is worth it “You can do it” I don’t have the strength To keep on moving, it just getting worse than Anything ever however whatever I act like I’m clever, I’m stupid I get it I never Wanted to be like this Now I’m feeling sick Feel like I wanna end my life Don’t be worried It ain’t my time