yeah I'm stuck with them i got along wit them no more holding back yea im crazy but im not crazy repeating the same cycle expecting different results the devil had me jammed up I was against the ropes but the holy Spirit been teaching me the word now I got him back in a choke I was lost I was running out of Hope wit holes in my boat drugs put me under a spell hat I can't explain running for feelings trying to deal with the pain but what's the drugs we're going i realize that my problems remained the same i ask god to forgive me for all my sins just to find myself repeating them again Shame came and brought all of his friends I was stuck with resilience that i couldn't hole on to had to bust them out of the can God help me carry my burdens so that kind of lighten my weight and all the mistakes that i made in the pass i just want to throw them away some of them monsters still tend to hide under my bed dealing with evil forces that want me dead voices in my head you're really think im crazy the way I talk back