voices

Voices I make these choices to make the voices in my head go away No matter what I do or what I say I know they will come back another day Like rain all they do is cause me pain and it’s a endless mind game I wanna be famous but don’t want them to know my name is mason I get scared when I look at all the faces and I don’t really like to go places I’m filled with fear but I have a passion for the music I want people to hear but they’re always in my ear afraid to drive might steer off the highway but either way I’m doing it my way only time I’m normal is when I’m high ay I don’t really care if you like me that’s a lie ay why can’t you take my life away if I don’t fuck with you I don’t have shit to say cut my self with a razor blade Getting high to escape the pain I’ve been going crazy like this on the daily In my room always becoming more pale ay Like a vampire They treat me like a damn lier Fuck this world set it on fire Hook Every day these voices weigh more and more they about to kick in the door they drilling straight to the core of my brain I am in great pain and I’m screaming out for help I don’t wanna face this by myself Levi’s verse I’m thinking about laying face down and sleeping forever in silence. I wanna end this get tired of being in my mind feel so tired less working to much do drugs so I can feel stress less. Smoke to much got me feeling breathless. Getting all the tasks on my check list. Do a xan to feel my best yes, I’m down to fight say less. Throw hands whatever you think you a big dog now, I’m feeling restless. I’m on the mic finna spit a whole playlist. After I’m done gotta erase it. I’m way to self conscious took some acid got lost in my conscious. I feel hollow and I’m haunted by the demons that I have following me regardless. I’m far from angelic I’m selfish my baby an angel that done fell from the heavens. I’m blessed cause I’m up next bitch. No blinker but ima take a left, take a pill that’s a right. She say she gonna come through and I bought the flight. Her man didn’t take that to light. I asked if he wanted the smoke, too late he done got fried. She ask what I want I’m like I spy with my little eye some cake not far away, that I could grasp. She begging she want it bad. I’m not having it she ain’t my old bitch now I’m sad. Hook Every day these voices weigh more and more they about to kick in the door they drilling straight to the core of my brain I am in great pain and I’m screaming out for help I don’t wanna face this by myself Verse 3 Headphones blaring to avoid this Every voice is Saying that everybody would be better If six feet I was laying With my mind the keep on playing Like a cat with a mouse I don’t even feel safe in my own house They keep screaming so loud I just want to make my family so proud But that’s impossible so I’m puffing on this shit that’s is so loud Smoking that gas Shut up or ima whoop ya ass Down the flask Hit some salvia 7 minutes later I’m right back And you know you my homie If I let you on my track I got you if you got my back Stack up all my burden built a barricade All my life I’ve been afraid Fighting my demons every day Yes I walk away But I’m far more then grazed Stare off into space In a daze Lost trying to figure out this maze I’m already dead just counting down the days Set the gas ablaze Scare all the demons away blackness When I’m sleeping Dreaming when awake Everything I do feels like a mistake With this idk what to make Sorry for the abbreviation Get out my face and we won’t have a problem