if I could kick it wit god

stayd out all night, wouldn't go home, shit on my chest, can't move on, indictment, day one flipped, family passed away, stood tall, so much pain, joyness brings withdraws, few times in life wish i couldve hit pause, embrace the moment we born with one onen we to must die,. either food or u ready to slide, fetti make brother s collide, feds want ya, nowhere to hide, ya man ate with u, keep it trill , bust down and divide, come down to it nost men will kill to survive, ,just natural to have will not ro die, zah wit jigs got me fried, keep my name alive should i die, kno im watching from the shy, see ya later, remember.. never goodbye if i could kick it wit god, why the devik a lie, why corona virus took l my home girls son life,, why a lil girl got roped last night why that sucker hit my man wit a drakk, cause he cant fight, thougt through every dark night theres light, shi been bkack damn ner al my my ilfe, earned all my stripes, burned all my nights, rurned al myturned ways of life paid of crack sales aint right, that money was for her daught food and lights, thats something i never understood till last pack, satan got us on a fast track, hes the the kne we need to blast at, thats flat facts,