my reality

mentality has been taken fakin and breakin. meanwhile, shakin . can't take in the real. can't take in the fake. my mind feels like a mistake. I should have baked a cake. cake is a sweet escape for reasons I cannot take for all of this is fake. I can't take this world for God's sakes I can't even get a fucking break. people say to be this and be that but all I hear is crap. come on, just give me a pat on the back why should I feel trapped? I've packed myself away for you just to be attacked. cheated out of my own self, a self that sought out for more wanted to open a door. thought I could find an open floor that I could proudly walk along and speak with ease not worried about being teased so free is where I'd like to be. I contently hold the key to where I will one day be. so befriend me and you will see the truth in happiness on how we can tackle this life is scariness. I don't want to be cool by being scared and fake. I want to be cool, which I know I am but want to be fearless tearless and happy. actually people should just think more practically that is my reality