I'm feeling lost, like I'm drowning in the sea Man this my last hope, I don't know what to do Life's a struggle, got me feeling so blue But I gotta keep pushing, gotta see it through Every day is a battle, trying to stay afloat But I'm tired of the struggle, tired of feeling broke I'm reaching for the stars, trying to find my way But the darkness surrounds me, can't see the light of day I'm searching for answers, trying to find my path But it's hard to see the future through this aftermath I'm fighting for my life, trying to break free Man this my last hope, I don't know what to do But I won't give up, I'll keep on fighting strong I'll rise above the chaos, I'll prove them all wrong I'll find my way out of this darkness, I'll find my light Man this my last hope, I'll keep up the fight I'm grindin' every day, tryna make a way But it's hard when bills stack up and I gotta pay I wanna give back to my mama, she raised me right But the money's tight, gotta hustle day and night She worked two jobs just to put food on the table Now I'm out here tryna make sure she's stable I see the stress in her eyes, it breaks my heart I wanna give her the world, but where do I start? I wanna buy her a house, a car, everything she deserves But right now, all I can do is spit these words I promise mama, I'll make it big one day And when I do, you'll never have to worry, okay? I'll take you on vacations, buy you designer clothes Anything you want, just name it and it's yours I can't wait to see that smile on your face Until then, I'll keep grindin', no time to waste. I was just a kid when they took me away Momma fought hard but she couldn't make me stay Tears in her eyes as they drove off in the night Left her broken hearted, feeling like she lost the fight Growing up without her was a struggle every day Wishing I could turn back time and make them go away But now I'm older, I understand the reasons why Mom lost custody, but momma don't cry She did her best, she fought with all her might But sometimes life just ain't fair, no matter how you fight I carry her love with me, it's what keeps me alive Mom lost custody, but momma don't cry I'll never forget the pain in her eyes As they took me away, leaving her behind But she's always with me, no matter how far Momma don't cry, you'll always be my shining star I'll make you proud, I'll make it right I'll be the light in your darkest night Mom lost custody, but momma don't cry I'll carry you with me, until the day I die. I'm feeling lost, don't know what to do This shit fuck up, got me feeling blue Trying to find my way, but I'm stuck in a loop Feeling like I'm drowning, can't find my groove Got my head spinning, feeling so confused Trying to stay strong, but I feel so bruised Life throwing curveballs, can't catch a clue Feeling like I'm trapped, don't know what to pursue I'm searching for answers, but they're all misconstrued Feeling so defeated, like I'm being subdued Gotta keep pushing through, can't let it subdue This shit fuck up, but I'll find my breakthrough I'll rise from the ashes, like a phoenix anew Won't let this setback define my debut I'll overcome the obstacles, that's my debut This shit fuck up, but I'll come out on top, that's my breakthrough. I messed up, I made a mistake Didn't mean to cause you heartache I know I let you down, I let you fall But momma, I promise I'll stand tall I know I should've listened, should've been there But I got caught up in my own despair I know I hurt you, I broke your trust But I swear I'll do better, I must I'm sorry for the pain I caused I know I left you feeling lost But momma, please believe in me I'll make it right, just wait and see I'll work hard to earn back your love I'll rise above, push and shove I'll show you I can change my ways And make up for all my mistakes So momma, please forgive me I'll be the son you raised me to be I'll make you proud, just wait and see Momma, I'm really sorry that this happened, can't you see?