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i steady be riding these waves i ain't got no time for pump faking we live in a cold world your own people turn on you quick you see these tears falling from my eyes these bloody hands from being in the penitentiary i aint with the small talk ya wanna be in friend zone but the minute im in a cage its a different story sorry to say but i aint got friends to chop it up with the last one stood on the jury stand talking about what we had i can careless about fighting a MF just know i love you but if thats not good enough then idk what to say I'm falling hard and hope to ride these waves together and fight our demons to be better cause everyday i be fighting for air, i aint even talking sucidal you make me feel hella complete you think i would drop the ball to lose you hella naw but life is so short please take my hand and walk to the middle you deserve a better future how many does it take to make you see me instead of feeling them second thoughts at any givin moment we can be in tears good or bad distance or joy only we can make it happen i feel a connection that is worth following life is difficult but its how we build it