toxic love

i wanted the best for u always looking at all the great times we had I was pressed with oppression when u broke it off i had all this suppression in me not knowing what to do i had to slow my emotions down to a crawl and grow from all the pain not being swept into the agony of my lost i pledged not to let anyone in again I had to accept not every woman was a witch like u ditched me when i needed u the most left me tripped up in the system slipping into the darkest times of my life ripping my heart out of chest watching me bleed i was obsessed with ur toxic love pitting me away from everyone else i was always stepping on glass when i was with u not knowing when u would explode on me with my life crashing down on me im glad u showed me ur true colors when u did cause i would still be sucked in ur web being tortured every second cornered by the demons that was inside of u altered by the fake love u had for me u was nothing but a snake waiting to swallow me up whole it was a mistake thinking u was the one i could trust and spend this life withi flushed all my dreams down the drain to be urs and this is how u repay me putting all these sorrows on me I was playing ur games for way too long all the claims that i was the only one for u just prolonging my fate u had the key to the gate of my soul just to dig a hole that i couldnt escape rigging all my steps so i always ended back to the misery that u put onto me all the trickery that was going on had me in a daze i was lost in a maze that i couldn't find my way out till i ended up opening my eyes and realizing there more for me then being dragged down in a trap i thought was true love i lacked confidence to start a freash beginning till now finally have the strength to move on an and not look back at the hell i was in