Trauma Uzzi Patel

ive been bound in trauma i lost many times feel like amma failure everything always happens like drama wonder wen i call God ,He doesn't answer i lost many times so i feel like a loser on the winning side wen i pray he doesn't answer so i feel traumatized so sometimes i doubt if am his favorite i dont if i use a wrong method to pray i know am a sinner i ain't perfect please God if i did wrong please forgive me i face his wrath , depression and trauma remember the rain