I don't know just what I was feeling

I wake up in the morning, feeling lost and scared Every day's a struggle, can't catch a break anywhere The bills keep piling up, can't make ends meet Stress eating me alive, can't find no relief My boss breathing down my neck, work never ends Trying to keep my head above water, can't pretend That everything's alright, when it's all falling apart Living in this nightmare, can't find a fresh start Friends turning their backs, family's drifting away Trying to hold it together, but it's getting harder each day The weight of the world on my shoulders, can't shake it off Yo everyday life is a living nightmare, trying to scoff But I won't give up, gotta keep pushing through Despite the struggles and the pain, gotta stay true To myself and my dreams, can't let them die Gotta rise above the chaos, spread my wings and fly because everyone's going to raise above and make it rhyme every single time no one understands life I be living I'm just here trying to cope with the things I'll be feeling.