In the mist of all the pain the rainy days and shame things in which I blame myself but cannot change there must be a upside to this downward spiral I spin better side of good to this fucked up life I live something's got to give and in this I'm positive but how to go about this I have no idea my mind is in a trip I'm stuck with no ideas got to be something better out there that is all it is reach out an grasp it feelings never had em love don't matter don't smile no laughter living in a world were every move ends in desaster seems i live the truth missused with not a clue never should of said hello the fool now I no invested the Hart and soul now harden and cold sorry pathetic soul destine to roam never happy alone and miserable a walking desaster this we know sorry for me the washed up man that I have came to be this we believe can't find the door lost but on the comeback this I ashore don't believe your eyes will see me on the mountan of greatness and pride cause IV walked threw hell and came out on the otherside