Lonely cant you see Take a look into a mind of a seed just a lost soul on a journey. so you can see to understand to comprehend I battle with daily its a struggle to juggle feeling puzzled my world begins to crumble I slip and I stumble troubles get double bittersweet memories the realty brought me misery Had a hold on me truly madly deeply saddest of times as I cried realized the real lies method to the madness to define definition of insanity to describe just a test followed with trials tribulations contemplating and Im pacing heart racing wait questions that I am facing Hook 1 look in my eyes the pain hides deep in my mind overwhelming at times suffocating stressed and depressed second guessing confession since adolescent been burden with the weight hard to sustain and maintain when bound by the chains from this pain to be able to remain to stay the same don't know how much I can take about pushed past the point about break cant seem to shake my mistakes got me walking on a thin line between the love and the hate real from the fake . it seems it won't disappear whom shall I call on when I cant see clear. through the the blood sweat through the years living with no fear. but no longer can I remain bound by these chains from all this pain I got to get up get out and do something trying to get this out living with this pain I got to change strange as it may seem. got to go against the flow got to let go because its weighing and it taking a toll on my mind body and soul. I lead never follow any of those who oppose. friend or foe and show them there's a li the end of a dark road and theses scars from this pain under the surface they remain I stay the same never change pain is apart of Life wrong or right stress and strife only the strong will survive and make it through battle stripes for the agony and the reality of the tragedy of the loved ones lost in vain to the pain but no matter how heavy it weighs dont let it take your sunshine away.hook now that you have looked into the mind of a seed of a lost soul and you might be able to know how it feels to walk in someone else's shoes might have made you feel how real the battlefield its a struggle to be humble and even though it's may seem to crumble but have faith and take a second and know that its the beginning to create and something great and its never to late for a second chance.underany circumstance understand knowledge is power upon you bestowed grab ahold of never let the pain take control of your mind body or soul.