got tired goin thru pain

got tired goin thru pain i jad da make ah change i had da leave sum niggaz behind ain switch up lanes ain get up on my grind wen john lost his life at 1st aint even cry dam my nephew gone wen it finally hit me i couldn't stop dem tears from flowing in ain outta jail i wuz livng wreckless Ain give ah fuck bout life i had da learn ah lesson devil all up on my top i kept blocking blessing i had da want sumthin outta life ain exceed da excellence alll da bad dat i did wonder why im still living