here i am again , lost within the feeling confusion setting in cant stop the struggle of knowing how you really feel ...no shame.... just playing vindictive games. as much as i kept to myself.... chasing the mighty dollar, till i had none left. screaming, till i ran out of breath , i may have quandered more than enough. buying you what you want, anytime i was up. lost touch after a feeling of secret stuff, working long the hours. talking this new stuff. you say you love me for real no half steppin, till i found out you was cheating..... bad bidnizz. i learned my lesson real quick, lost my trust kept my feelings in my pocket even though it hurt so much.