Wish people knew the new me All they know is the old me The one that's lying Watching my family crying Even though their love is never dying Yes I'm really implying The fact that I'm not applying The fact that I'm not even trying The fact that I'm never going all in The fact that I'm never Ballin Everyday procrastinating and stallin It's fascinating that I'm calling Procrastinating knowing I've fallen It's fascinating that I have to fall in Get in line Thinking nothings gonna be fine But it's time For me to write these rhymes And get back up on my feet No more secrets No more being discreet No secret places to meet I feel like everybody know my information Let me just get in formation When I die I want cremation Fuck this nation Everything is different in this dimension Oh I forgot to mention This has never been my intention Hurting people I love Only thinking about winning Yes I'm always sinning But this is only the beginning I wish I could stop to tell people how I feel That this shit is real Yall know the deal People's emotions I just steal That what people think about me When it comes to me I'm always paying the consequence In sequence Knowing my problems are frequent Time is hard to tell Rhymes are hard to sell Time to wait for the bell Never hate when I'm already going to hell No time to wait It's too late I'm not going to heaven Even though I wear the cross Twisting and turning and tossing in my sleep I'm already in way too deep I'm already in not too sweet I'm just sour Ready tp devour Every hour Behind the glass Nothing ever lasts Always thinking about my past Life going by so fast This is the third verse I think my life is a curse it's only getting worse I ain't playing I ain't staying My life is decaying With every decision I make Knowing people are being fake I don't know what it's gonna take