Heartbreak and Headaches how can I numb the pain? heartbreak and headaches I don't want them to see so I cry in the rain. Can't shake this feeling using drugs and alcohol won't bring healing. Trying to break the habit so emotions are revealing. Hard days work doing good but not feeling great. How can I get more don't want to wish and wait. I am trying to get my head straight. Hard to do that when I barely ate. Don't get time for no debate. People want to tell me where I went wrong with so much hate. It's like when I get up a little they pull me back down. Setback before I can't wait. I'm trying to show positivity with a smile. They trying to see me hurt and put me down. Had trust in some people but they let me down. Got feeling like a straight-up clown. It's hard to hold your head high when you don't feel like you got the crown. Heartbreak won't last forever I can be better and help run the town. Want to stop the tears from falling. Thinking about is there someoneone I could be calling. Some use alcohol thats why end up brawling. They be so drunk that they end up falling. heatbreak is not a easy pain to get through. That's why I like to distract my brain by learning jujutsu. Been needing real love and some to be close too. Just hoping they help the pain and there true. Talking to God is the best optioj what's more to do. Just do what I was taught and get a clue.