started wen i was Young. taught outa lesson. thought i wastough still ain learn my lesson now that im all grown up it turn into stress now im stressin im back to square 1 all the way down at the bottom. dealing with bare minimum.tryin to stay motivated to keep up my momentum . but all this shade being thrown my way is startin to take an effect has me constantly in my head. 24/7 dealing with ptsd and an active addiction. it has me like lrd please. help me through this trial and tribulation ain no hesitation that i keep my faith in the man above.