feels like my heart's torn in two repairs so bad, can't mend it with glue, a hard pill to swallow, when you realize truth, since im being honest, my emotions are loose, a lot of niggas switched up, I couldn't believe, cowards at heart, they stabbed be in the back, and pack it with salt, burried my pain in a vault, a bunch of acting niggas playing a part, a rebel in this world, where do I start? demons throwing darts, can't see in the dark, I stood in the fire, emerged unscathed, swallowed by tides, rode in on my wave, I look in the mirror, looking at stains, life can be vain, came in this world, momma in pain, now im tryna figure out why, the reason I came, this world so dark, I got no love, dressed this pain, fits like a glove, its hard to love, tryna love myself for too long I put myself on a shelf life is like a vapor, gone quicker then theft, but I digres authentic lives, vs astecic smiles whats really real? other than God. I got 4 reasons, that give me a smile, the best part of me, ain't no debate, you give me the grace, failed many time times, but won with a ace, when it comes to 4, I don't play, always got my back, ignored all the hate, you brighten my day, I'm a better man, so much love, I got a reason to like, all 4 lives.