freestyle about abuse

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Pwalkin down this dark n lonley road She begins daydreaming about her childhood home she don’t feel safe at all she has nobody to turn too letalone pick up the phone to call as she’s try’s ta fight him off her relationship comes wit a cost he’s so unpredictable All she could do was sit there in silence due to his views an sycotic requirement intertwined wit,abuse and domestic violence…… she begins to lose her self respect …worth…and-self reliance….just enough to develope a suicidal mindset….. date nights . have now become nothin but a rain check!!.. here we go again like a train reck derailing off tracks … attached wit no common sense talk about the lack of respect after an argument he try’s ta make it up .,,,wit a butterfly necklace locket..pandora bracelet…flowers.. cards ,,an a box of five chocolate stop it -stareing into thee eyes of a cold hearted monsta she can’t help but tryda hold back the mf vomit have u ever lied to the one that u met..what is it about The Time somewhere down the line that makes u pforget ……all the broken promise Dat lol you swore to defend n protect……. now ya neglect swears ta god every now and then that he’s gonna stop thee abuse and put it to rest.. but all she hears is da waisted breath… yet she loves him no less .., somehow now realizing she was tricked by the mastermind of a traitor dropping animalistic statements like a double agent invading Takin away the only thing that ever mattered was her freedom from the black n blue beatings she was receiving how deceiving believing whatever lies he started verbally feeding would only led ta more screaming reachin for the phone only activated his Jeffery domar feelings like a venomous snake biteing -in to the toxic veins faster then lightening every night its the same old fighting led by the thoughts of a satanic reciting her chest begins tightening like the poison from the fangs of a venomous serpent striking 9o percent of the times he would rather cut the tides then apologize for the lies and roller coaster rides…co-signed by the puppet strings of a mastermind …… as he holds her close by the bedside and whispers lies …. At least it gives her just enuff time to keep hope alive…..even though we all know she’s dead inside try’s ta justify his evil mind… ray charles ain’t even that mutha fuckin. blind… but love is …flyin through the test of time double crossed… gotter walk-in through the land of the lost never knowing what he’s gonna do next lstarin at her through the eyes of a broken lens..always selecting what ever suits him best…whatever feeds the beast an selfish needs he’ll never confess dat hes the reason why she’s so mf depressed…. never theless… its all beginning to make sense yea!! U can call it a terrible type of a scenario unbalanced and unbearable some thing like a true story based on true events u can garantee through thee eyes of a mental file that!! she’ll never again pretend overlooking red flags or the warning signs that almost left her for dead There was a time when chemistry was deep…scientist couldn’t repeat or tweak the chemicals that made there love so unique … but now the true colors are beginning to leak …forcin her to competes wit thee other opponents challenged by the flirtation smile of their other females around the block n down the street !!!!!! she never thought thst he would ever cheat…she trusted him and what they had inbetween the sheets!!…how can someonr so sweet transform back into a raging beast…she used ta feel safe inside of his embrace catering to every single one of his needs !!! Now u should see the look on her face …fuckin discrace maybe one day she’ll come too her senses and all the pain will somehow dissipate but until then when the memories of an old wound becomes tattooed deep inside an arrogant subconscious yet still ya found away to escape the jaws of life stepping into brighter n better days relying on nobody orb nothin but the faith of the one who pulled u up out of the satanic gates Patiently waits for you too change

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Harry Estelle

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2 years ago