Outside

kill 2 birds with one stone leave em froze like Medusa stared apon they souls n propped they bodies up for show while they decompose I be underground with soil bloomin my flow into a beautiful dark rose moving thru unsuitable hard roads finnna go beast mode n get in my zone n collect debts owed so better come correct before i kill a few poems till they post mortem while moving up the totem pole losing control of this hope I hold I'm tryna be better than I was always stuck in a funk just sipping till I'm drunk Henny n red rum last from the bottle run with some chips and caprisuns cuz I ain't had much but a lack a funds with thoughts from a buzz tryna get fucked up without people judging from above like they better than us like stop that's enough oh this feelings so fucked slam the door shut n let my mind flood I won't fucking budge I'm Drowning here now in all the mud I'm really down below I don't wanna open up keep the fucking door closed (Hook hit it with your softer voice) I don't wanna go Outside nah I don't wanna go OUTSIIIIIIIDE yea I don't wanna go Outside I don't wanna go OUTSIIIIIIIDE yea (2nd verse) I don't wanna go Outside why go Outside where everybody lies why go Outside where everybody dies why go Outside where everybody cries and everybody's high and nobody tries with despair as my prize and failure as my side and a savior without pride why go Outside when it's safer inside like why like why somebody tell me why cuz everytime I try I feel less alive like I'm on my last stride And on my last strike like I'm about to die just look in my eyes n see I been deprived of a joy that never arrived so I disguised harsh feelings that I hide cuz I have two sides like jeckle and Hyde I'm tryna survive this thing we call life I just wanna be fine and say I'm alright and find my light and keep my shine and stay inside because I'm scared of outside