If it was a snake it would have been bit Felt no pain cause how I'm lit Nerves jumping from what I did Lord forgive me for my sins I know it happen way back when Before I thought that I could win Trying to be cool trying to fit in Can't foul out and that's on bren Father gone but still living Crazy part I ain't even tripping Don't feel bad cause I ain't dissing That's your fatherhood you missing I was trying my jay I lost that bit way yesterday Now these thoughts gone escalate Bout who the fuck done took my jay Real smokers can relate Now I can say my momma prayed But cant be safe when it comes to fate Cut throat world charge the game I had to learn that shit don't change Mary Jane by Rick James No more pain Mary jay I get the bag gucci mane Violet hill coldplay Energy kit pewee longway On my drake pound cake Silent hill mr.Kelly I felt the pressure like I should My nuggas made sure that I'm good Don't have no opps I wish you would No excuse I understood really had some good intent I thought all my niggas could win But when u living the life of sin You butta know who the fuck yo friends Been down that road again and again To the point the shit don't make sense A nigga be sorry but don't make amends I done even fell out with kin So don't play with me play with yo bitch Go so hard I play defense Not even room for my two cents Push my buttons I push this pen I got receipts no pretend