moral of my story

i shoulda took advantage of the mini me, i could not have fun or the time to be free way b4 i was lookin this world woke me up to see, how blinded i was, my ignorance i wish i could keep, and if you here long enough you gone wake up to this pain it run deep, got me thinking all night and yea its fucking up my sleep, for the first the time experiencing emotions make you weak. i wish somebody knew to teach me how to regulate, instead got punished even off the very first mistake, its not fair why i get traumatized just to learn a lesson, yea i may have been hard headed but i thought i was yo biggest blessin, last i checked you handle those with utmost care, and thats only when i get noticed like oh iant see you there, so people who make mistakes turn me into a grizzly bear, because i learned from that example so everyone treated unfair. so i struggle with this energy tryna formulate myself, tryna recreate my character and i cannot ask for help, lets be a hunnid who wanna talk about the real things, ion see nobody so i keep closed in my shell, cuz when you talk about it err body wanna act so tuff, and it sound like you complaining so they think you a bluff, now they dont wanna fuck with you bc they think you not movin up, but in reality you just tryna show love. ima keep moving forward watch when i make to the top, ima be swimmin in these millions and ima want for not, yea you know the fam and my closest dawgs comin with me, we gone slide together just like santa thru the chimney, and you know im not gone worried about nun pick me's, they wasn't screaming pick me when i wasn't the big me, and dont get twisted i was always ona big screen, you just wanna be involved now cuz all you see is green. moral of story you best get yoself correct, have humility but dont forget yo arrogance on deck, this life shit a gang so ima always rep my set, so dont fuck wit me or else im at yo neck