(Verse 1) Poppin' pills, my mind's racing, it's a chase Meds empty, I'm tryna find my happy place Demons in my head, they always try to invade But I keep fighting, I won't let 'em have a say I'm sippin' lean, I'm tryna numb the pain But the darkness inside me, it still remains Lost in this world, I'm drowning in the rain Looking for salvation, but it's all in vain (Verse 2) I'm feeling numb, these meds got me on a high But deep down inside, I just wanna cry I'm trapped in my thoughts, I can't even lie The pain I feel inside, it's hard to deny I'm searching for peace, but it's hard to find I'm walking this path, alone in my mind I'm chasing the highs, but I'm leaving my lows behind Meds empty, but I'm still tryna unwind (Verse 3) I'm living fast, I'm living reckless Meds empty, but I'm still feeling restless I'm tryna escape this life that's so relentless But the pain keeps coming back, it's relentless I'm drowning in sorrow, I'm losing my way Meds empty, but I'm still here to stay I'm fighting my demons, it's a battle each day But I won't give up, I won't let 'em have their way (Verse 4) Meds empty, but I'm still pushing through I'm searching for answers, I'm seeking the truth I'm tired of the darkness, I'm tired of the blue I'm ready to rise, ready to break through I'm leaving my past, I'm leaving it all behind Meds empty, but I'm still gonna shine I'll rise above, I'll conquer my mind RahLLuminati,I'm leaving it all behind