why do i always lose the ones i care about. all these hoes chasing clout. why my big bros had to leave. see the smoke fly away in the breeze. remember back when I had to fight to get to the table. i will never sign no label. i said ever went to sleep hungry. feel like ice spice cuz all these hoes bums to me. hate it when bitches bug me. i just wish I could have gave my big bros a hug. ay quit asking me to talk about my feelings i don't like to be bugged. ay hit him with slugs he got slugged. ay run him down and took his shit he didn't get mugfed. i get asked am I ok i just shrug. ay what is love. i think I want some. drowning my feelings in rum. at th crib kicking it with my brothers that are still here. ay dont ask about ricky or dub ill shed a tear losing my loved ones was always my biggest fear. i think My time is coming near.