Life is hard, living it is harder, especially without my son or my daughter, I'm trying to make these rhymes work, live life proper, don't even feel no more , I could blame it on my father, hope you and mom are proud, cause life is hard but living it is harder, I don't even cry no more or try no more , this life is kinda depressing, got me second guessing everything I do ain't right , now I'm over thinking, barely fucking eating rarely fucking sleeping, bout to start drinking, feeling like I'm shrinking, how can I deal with these things, maybe I should start believing, in god, that's a good start. all these things I do, gotta keep pushing through, right now it's rough, but I won't give up, never have enough, it'll get sorted out soon, maybe today or the next full moon, ya my life is hard, and living it is harder, I better be smarter,