can u feel my pain

Im never happy stg man this life shit ruff growing up stg we barely had enough man my childhood was tuff stg that my life sucks i gotta keep a stick like a mighty duck cause weird niggas playing crazy acting like they going to take my life away rhey say ima demon but i do like my grandma say n pray everyday everyday I pray that mo. duke's make it see another day its fucked uo i still have flashbacks of my sister i loveto death smoking dope n i still have memories of Mom dukes having that stroke one of my day 1s turned out to be a witness n another started do the coke damn we don't go out like that nigga we from choke when my uncle passed away stg my heart broke then my cousin died , then i found my neice that jus started high school smoking telling lies stg that made me cry sometimes i wanna die n people won der why , i wonder why my nigga rah boogie had to die when i heard the news i didn't want to believe that lie when i see my co de ima bake em like a pie i hope i go down in the ground before i see my lil brother die stg itpl hurt my hurt when i seemy mom I love so much cry social media be a lie u can lie be any guy that's weird to me, neither one of my brothers look my way cause they mad that shit kida queer to me ion think u hearing u me ion no stg ion no nomre i then cried so much my mf heart is soar like its mf tore to the veins to the core i swear i cried so many times that I can't cry anymore i jus wish i could disappear or jus spread my wings n sore everyday I wake up like damn im still here ion wanna be her no more the last bitch i loved rip my heart to shreds smashed it ike she was Thor i jus picked it up off the floor n thru my shit out the door ion think I will ever love anymore