This life shit

Never in my life i would've thought shit get this crazy, i can only imagine why im here but shit i cant see, i done been through so much bull shit i wanna be D.E.A.D. Heart closed off, fuck im blind roaming in these streets. fuck my walking stick is broke, im here with no direction, nobody told me that yo disease could be yo affection, and all i do fight for my life, just like most of yall and sum how im the main fucking bad guy. i came here with no manuel im just tryna figure shit out, i make mistakes and you do the same so whats this shit all about, aint nobody perfect so why i get put up in a drought, my empathy is to great always tryna share my energy. tryna help and love the next person but who gone help and love me. you say i hurt you and i understand that but if you know my intention and mindset where my recognition at. im just saying, nobody really wants to hurt anybody. there are many unexplained phenomenon in this world that seems unbelievable yet it still happens. i just think feelings and judgement cloud what you know is right. Never in my life i would've thought shit get this crazy, i can only imagine why im here but shit i cant see, i done been through so much bull shit i wanna be D.E.A.D. Heart closed off, fuck im blind walking in these streets. fuck my walking stick is broke, im here with no direction, nobody told me that yo disease could be yo affection, and all i do fight for my life, just like most of yall and sum how im the main fucking bad guy. its crazy how i go through the same shit with everybody no matter who it is. its almost like my life is programmed to fail relationships. you say i hurt you and i understand that but if you know my intention and mindset where my recognition at. so if im figuring out my life why can't we figure ours out. i been thinking to heavy on this shit no doubt.