in the beginning i had been winning still defending my purpose my meaning defining why inside me might be striking like lightning my inner lining combined with sumn so frightening slightly may be likely just to be so viscously rewinding and fighting killing these haters riding beside me nightly finding no reasoning to be acting so kindly qq kindly sitting beside none of these blindly finding where they might be hiding suceeding when im trying never leaving till im finished rewriting the lyrics describing why these descendents and receipents to this malicious sentenced constant deliberate maticulous viscious vindictive life sentence im livin in has me remembering contending in this never ending tortuous purposeless