nothing for Christmas for me my life has been a mess this year I lost my cousin my mom and now my brother all this year I have been complete out of the Christmas spirit all I want to do is shed a few tears I wish my mom would be here able to fly and be here with me and stay for good until it's time for us both to go home on time I would love for my mom to see me shine on my show it would be amazing it would be amazing to have my brother and my cousin also my mother and my brother were my biggest support in my life now I got a big support mama you would have loved my future wife she treats me so good she even treats me right being honest she's my number one priority in life even over my rapping she's the one that keeps me going she made all this happen it really killed me and I almost took my own life the day I found out my cousin lost his life it made me even worse today my mom took her last breath and then the final straw really hit me the day I got a call that my brother was put the rest that's when I said enough how about I be next that's when I said nothing for Christmas for me it's over God bless