Never be the same

I live with the pain, oh love will never be the same Here we are Again, another ho playing pretend Breaking my heart, oh no she did it Fuck Feelings, I'ma drown in this river I'm not a swimmer, can't stay afloat I was never a winner, only a loser stuck in his sorrows wake up feeling like a mistake stuck again I'm now hallow, with a new woman, Tells me she'll follow but doesn't listen, she'll be off like some cargo now I'm sinning All this ecstacy and heroin that I'm commiting I'm a precious boy, really feel like George Harrison I just want real drugs, best be legit Ticked off from the way that I'm living, (living) Tell me what's the secret to drugs? I don't test them Feel like I be lunging to space Must be tripping met the devil today and she spinning Hey, These pearls on my chain, yeah uh All pearls on my chain, higher plotting inside my brain, drugs Blank asf let me out this cage before I go insane, drugs All pearls on my chain, higher plotting inside my brain, drugs Blank asf let me out this cage before I go insane, drugs Ten fillings, dealer told me it'd take ten minutes To take a start, Oh no started kicking fuck sipping, I'mma pop some more, wipe me out my sorrow And I'm still in this river, still losing my time I know It's been ticking, still wasting my life All in my mind where's the women, am I trying? Am I quitting? It's fuck healing, I'mma borrow a heart your giving, Now I am in pain, Demons in my brain, drugs lean I can attain, Cause all these hoes the same, drugs Now I am in pain, Demons in my brain, drugs Lean I can attain, cause all these hoes the same drugss