why dad

why dad no seriously why dad wtf man did you really think I wasn’t gonna get mad I remember only being three when my mom left you but I still had hope but then you decided to start selling dope why no fr why you knew if you got caught you wouldn’t be able to see me but you had to keep smoking on the greeny oh wait but that wasn’t it dad you was doing other shit wasn’t you dad damn well I guess that’s sad sad for me or sad for you shit I don’t really know but damn I’m through threw with all this shit and expacially threw with you cuz you never really gave af bout what I went threw I remember when you finally got out of jail hell I thought my mom was just telling another tale I was soo excited to spend holloween with you then I got home from school got my costume but then my mom told me the news yeah your ass was back in jail I just wanted to break down and yell but I had to keep my self together and I since that day I promised I would stay strong forever no matter the fucking weather I was neve going to get tore down no Nu uh Neva but then there we go 11 more years of being in nd outa jail hell I figured you would get tired of living in a cell but I guess staying in jail nd on the drugs was better then being able to give your own son a hug guess you would rather just hit up the plug but it’s fine I done alright by myself even though you took away an experience I’ll neva get back jus cuz you wanted to smoke sum crack yeah man that shit is really whack but I guess there no point in complaining cuz that shit won’t bring my childhood back