If I knew how to love I would have loved the pain away But I’m choking on the words that you wrote upon my grave I told you that you mattered I wore my heart upon my sleeve but I’m choking on your lies with a razor hidden in my sleeve I look over my shoulder when I walk in to the store I make sure nobody’s watching as I step through my own front door I sleep with a knife under my pillow & a suitcase in my trunk it doesn’t really help at all but it means Im in control at least that’s what they told me so I stopped answering the calls I’m screaming in the hollows I’m giving up my life While you sit on a fucking pedestal Smoking your crack pipe Fuck you for pretending that you didn’t know the truth I’m sick of wasting tears on a man that is trapped in his own youth You’re petty and you’re chubby, you’re not that good in bed. The only reason that I moaned is because I hated taking dick So thanks for the reminder that men are still the same They get pissed off Raise their fists Then act like you’re to blame Fuck all your lame excuses You’re a lazy piece of trash I don’t own you anything So Imma put you back into the past