i lost it all i had to go find myself in da heat of the moment I almost lost myself God knowing i was giving up on self two blinks away seeing my death lord keep me i need help Father please order my steps tighten up my walk give me back strength it clear to see I need help I cannot make it on my own alone father God i need ya help. i been abused and abandoned so many times i can't think straight heartbroke into a million peices it don't beat straight i ain't got no mo love left cause they shit fake I give up my all and for what just to get hate deez people don't get it im knowing they cannot relate all the ignorance gotem blind so they don't see straight I know im what I'm on way beyond wat they preach say so stay alone steppin strong trying to lead the way