looking back i was lost..looking back they said i die junkie..looking back. looking back... they had high hope for the kid but in the end it was sink or swim too deep in these streets running wit the devil fighting the ripper back doing anything just make some change shut my eyes and drift away to a time and place everything good... thats childhood or day dream voices in my head scream ... Depression PTSd.. metal Heath rent space in my head .. memerios be the hardest looking back. what if life ended up...looking back ..looking back.. Destiny krama drugs fast life thought life lesson looking back.. addiction took everything i had looking back.....Then i prayed... God please show a better life way to deal with life...