in my way s

I'm going make it whatever da challenge is im standing standing on business making wise decisions playing da hand i was dealt i gotta feed my family 2 daughters and a grandson I kno they depend on me. i grind hard like my song say imma grind hard till death me . if its takes every. breath from me im a soilder at war. im at war with myself make myself a better me buy doing all i can tryin better better to understanding god why so much hurt. god why so much pain all in my feelings got me stuck in my ways down knees. praying fa better days god all im asking for you to change my ways