many many reasons many many thinking but I don't want to go down drinking smoking getting into trouble daily I read my bible trying so hard to make it settle but nothing is coming up yeah I met her online she's from Ohio pretty like a diamond she said she loves me because I'm me and nothing not because of money she just like my body many many reasons many many thinking but I don't wanna go down no more drinking smoking getting into trouble drinking smoking getting into trouble we all make mistakes but some mistakes are very useful getting into trouble drinking smoking drinking alcohol smoking drugs getting high getting high high high high high