falling from the clouds

I feel like abandoned son like a torn king that adds my sin I feel like an awkward kid with no future to begin. I feel demented scented but with a belief will help my mental care i know its strange a status but no one cares. maybe im just lost for words lost in my own thoughts I just won't be heard. or maybe my reflection looking like beast or maybe I am just a simplest man trying to find the next feast or maybe im to influence to gather crowd with arms wide open wandering how why is this heavy weight dragging me down like my guts is blit in half. why I'm I hanging on to this last branch take my last breath maybe I crashed and burn as I tumble and fall oh i pumped my head may these debre as I decrease lift for evidence in the sand maybe im just wacked out a fuse out of my head with these syllables I said.maybe im conjouring this galaxy kid in my head like he really exists exslpore a chance to experience in this world full of serious deeds I deliver my creed even though your surrendered with greed. there is so many similar furious scares with familiar story anchored deep beneath the seas .where it all remains I get these abilities that most normal minded people can't grasp to a hot degree its so stupid and dump I can see clearer than most and not share a single thing it's like your born stubborn while kidnapped abducties stuck to this suction and blamed for there own addiction just bare with me im just going through this emotion and lift clueless how can I be so careless I thought I was cautious now I'm feeling nauseous I got to spill the beans and tell the truth.before it all piles ups and hit the roof.oh no what type of proof do I have its like saw an unidentified craft M.i.B this kinda sus when there on my front door step.i cant lose my composure got to stay calm got concrete in my draws case every body had enough put this first verse in to reverse its time for closure . I don't want to try no more especially when I'm uncomfortable when tears me down it come with sounds im falling down when I'm falling from the clouds