too soon too young

oh oh cutter made another one. why you do my so bad left me broken and feeling hurt my minds on alert now they left you 6ft in the ground lost my self now I'm found. I've been gone for so long now I'm back an I'm back on another track. see we was just kids had one stick between us and we kept in your bag I don't mean to brag but it was a 38. found out to late i shoulda kept on my waist . see we was 15 and going home from the park that was the day my life fell apart. red truck pulled up windows down shot ya down but I only got grazed went for the 38 let off all 6 shots but it's to late you died that day why why God do me so dirty and let the real one die so young now I'm up in the middle of the night ptsd full blown on my own.