I no all about pain voice es in my head driving me insane like wut coud of Don different like maybe not kept my addictio

I no all about pain voice es in my head driving me insane like wut coud of Don different like maybe not kept my addiction hidden must be kidding all the lies including to my self can't tell my self the truth ahcors I lie to evry one els she sed I need help need a therapist didn't need one till I met u bitch u the reason for theas tears telling me me u love me all those years close my eyes hopping ud appear but u gone how me rong u sed for evir but when the chips wer down u nowares to be found just me bye my self don't fucking need no one else unless u trying to chill u the one for real my only addiction the only thing missing