in my mind

Feelin' lost, I'm trapped inside my mind Every day I'm grindin', tryna leave the past behind Demons haunt me, but I won't let 'em take control I'm not alright, but I'm fightin' for my soul Grew up in the struggle, no silver spoon But I refuse to let the pain consume I'm a soldier, heart colder than the winter nights Prayin' for better days, tryna make it right Locked inside my thoughts, can't escape this pain But I use it as fuel, motivatin' my brain They say I'm crazy, but I'm just misunderstood I'm not alright, but I'm fightin' for the good (Verse 2) I've seen darkness, felt the weight of despair But I won't let it break me, I'm stronger than I appear Every scar on my body tells a story of survival I'm not alright, but I won't let it be my final arrival Lost friends to the streets, they became a memory But I'm still standin', defyin' destiny Through the tears and the struggles, I continue to strive I'm not alright, but I'm fightin' to stay alive In a world full of chaos, I search for peace But it seems like the pain will never cease Yet, I won't give up, won't let the darkness win I'm not alright, but I'll keep fightin' till the end (Outro) Im not alright, but I'm still here Strugglin' through the pain, facin' all my fears I won't let it define me, gotta keep pushin' through NBA YoungBoy, I'm not alright, but I'm still true.