my body shrinks into my soul I cant feel I'm paralyzed see the lies in my eyes they're glazed over from the pain no one bothers to look though since I'm always lying right? all I ever had to speak was truth but when no one listens who do you turn to you turn to yourself you burn your own flame out most people are dead inside we are the walking dead I wake up can't get up my body freezes I see figures above me they stare into my soul I stare past them sometimes I hope they scoop my soul up and crush it into dust flying about the universe maybe I'll be at peace then everyone keeps saying it gets better why does it just keep getting worse? tell me something new tell me something real fake it til you make it right? what happens when you no longer have the energy to fake it what do you do then? can't wake up, can't take of yourself I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I died already my souls long gone my life's over a million times I see flash before my eyes no nothing new just my everyday I'm sorry I don't listen I'm trying to connect my soul to my ears my brain is wavering in another dimension and it's not here you see the blackness in my eyes thats because I separate from my body and I can't feel I'm paralyzed