Suspicious Car

I had broken a code and my schizophrenia psychotic episode started with a suspicious car parked at home. I went outside for a smoke. I came back inside and soon opened the back door and jumped my back fence ended up inside 7-Eleven. When I seen the police suv come turn around and leave. I accepted death. The paramedics missed the gas station entrance. I thought they were taking me to the jungle. In the process I said to them kill me but leave my parents alone. My rep is higher than any gangster in the world.